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[Saturday, Sep 20th, 2003 ♥ 11:31am] |
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new friends-only journal
i'm not sure what i will do with this one.
someday i will come back.
for now, it's friends only.
the new one is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) her_redlipstick
go there if you want to be added<3
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[Friday, Sep 19th, 2003 ♥ 10:02am] |
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Goodbye livejournal.
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[Thursday, Sep 18th, 2003 ♥ 10:07am] |
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I am considering taking a break from livejournal.
Fuck people and their comments.
Fuck anonymous people, and i know i shouldn't let it bother me, but.. oh shit, it does.
Fuck how i'm feeling right now.
Fuck how my mind is telling me to be anorexic.
Fuck how everyday this past week has been shitty when i go to school, i wish i had a person here i could just go to and laugh with, just us two.
I want to run away and never come home.
I want these years to be over so i can move away and live away from all of everything. I don't know what to do.
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[Wednesday, Sep 17th, 2003 ♥ 9:54am] |
People can be so fucking stupid.
Why do they feel the need to bring up things that are either not wanted to be heard, not asked for, or something from so long ago that they "heard about" when it is all wrong and misunderstood anyway. If you don't like me, then leave me alone. It's as simple as that. All those pointless anonymous comments that are such a waste of time. And all of those stupid IM conversations where they start out "you stupid dirty whore" and end with, "ok well bye lovely, can i talk to you later?" ( With no sarcasim ) What the fuck.
I really don't understand how people feel the need to be so mean.
And then people that give opinions when they are definetly not asked for, that bothers me like crazy. I'm not trying to be bitchy with any of this, i am only telling you how ridiculous it is.
Stop trying to make my days bad, stop trying to prove to me that i am something i am not because you heard this and you heard that, stop trying to make me know how much you hate me or how you think of me. Get something to do and forget about how much you want to say to someone you don't like, especially if it involves something that happened about... 8 months ago.
Fuck you for acting the way you do.
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[Tuesday, Sep 16th, 2003 ♥ 4:13am] |
Garrett Christopher Viveiros
I love you so much
1 Month
And Happy six months Alli & Josh <3 <3 <3
Tonight us four are doing something, so cute.
My appointment went well, a lot better then i was thinking it would. It's all over with and hearing the word negative when it comes to pregnancy is the best thing, even though i definetly knew i wasn't, it just makes you feel good anyway.
Thank you Garrett for being who you are. You mean everything to me and my life is complete with you. What's mine, is yours. I love you ♥
**** EDIT ****
To Anonymous: The reason for me not opening my mouth when i smile in pictures is because i have fucking braces and they reflect with light and all that and i hate them. My teeth aren't fucked up &they will be even better obviously because of the braces. Actually know what you are talking about before you talk shit, thanks.
PS, everyone look at my new layout. oh man i love it.
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[Monday, Sep 15th, 2003 ♥ 10:24am] |
I'm going to the doctor today, for stuff.
I'm really nervous since i have never gotten this done.
It will be worth it in the end, Garrett's going with me.
That will make things easier.
Weekend was good, bowling last night.
Saw the adorable girls, Kalee and Renee <3
Edit: AND I HUNG OUT WITH N1CK WHO HAS THE COOL HAIR, OH MAN !!!
I went shopping again, maybe i'll post pictures sometime.
Tomorrow is a great day, i love you.
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[Friday, Sep 12th, 2003 ♥ 10:04am] |
Garrett's picking me up from school today. I adore that boy.
I'm finally wearing my leg warmers and it's so cool. My feet hurt from my heals. I'm tuff i can do it. I went shopping yesterday too, i love clothes.
Kayla bowed to me today, she is seriously so adorable. <3 <3
No clue what's happening tonight.
Oh wait, sunset <3 Yes, i love weekends.
I HAVE TO TURN IN MY APPLICATION !!!
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[Wednesday, Sep 10th, 2003 ♥ 5:12pm] |
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My sister is awesome and i love her, she is letting me be online for a little while. I have just enough time to post pictures of my new clothes. The sid shirt i made and the other ones i bought. Finally i have my black and white stripe shirt, i'm in <3 with it.
If you don't like pictures of the person who own's their journal, don't look at these, cuz i haven't been able to take pictures of anyone else but me. Lack of batteries. That will change, promise. What do you think of the new stuff? Oh and you can see how i cut my hair, it's all one length now.
( go go go )
New screen name: rrretro fashion
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[Wednesday, Sep 10th, 2003 ♥ 10:06am] |
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I felt like updating.
Garrett came over last night, i feel so safe with him.
He's the most wonderful thing that has happened to me and i'm so happy now. Everyone's telling me how much i am happier these days, my Dad is even happy for it.
Everything is great at this moment.
Tomorrow night i am going to my Mom's, after shopping with her.
The weekend is coming quickly, i can't wait. No clue what's happening, i just want to sleep.
I want to post my pictures, but no.. still grounded.
Eventually i will, and these entrys won't be all text like they are.
I'm getting into two dance classes, and tonight i'm applying to TJ MAX, Chelsea let me know that they are needing more people.
I feel like filling this out quickly. <3
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | spiders
02 | clowns
03 | punk rocker kids
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | lauren
02 | dominic
03 | garrett
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | my boyfriend
02 | sleeping
03 | the faint
04 | lucky charms
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | waking up in the morning
02 | ignorance
03 | not being able to take a shower
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | math
02 | why jealousy hits people so hard
03 | why its so hard for people to be nice
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | my purse
02 | binder with picture of garrett
03 | my dance shoes
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | listening to linkin park in d.photography
02 | smiling in my mind, thinking of you
03 | waiting for school to be over
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | live in new york
02 | become successful
03 | get married
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | dance
02 | organize &design
03 | take pictures
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | a cart wheel
02 | math
03 | whistle
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | fun
02 | adventurous
03 | interesting
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | the postal service
02 | the faint
03 | underoath
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | simple plan
02 | bad rap
03 | screaming drunk girls
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | "oh man"
02 | "what?"
03 | "Hmm"
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | cereal
02 | pasta & any type of italian
03 | cheese enchiladas
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | everything i can about photography
02 | how to dance the salsa
03 | how to do a cart wheel
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | cran-cherry stuff
03 | chocolate milk.. mmm
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | dragon ball z
02 | sesame street
03 | the magic school bus
Obviously i'm bored. Someone call me tonight.
I miss you already <3
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